~expLor3~

'...in 6500 b.c. some guy looked in a sick friend, and said, 'i have an idea, why don't i drill a hole on your skull, it will make you feel better'... and thus, surgery was born...'

a lot of ideas and thoughts come to this world, merely because, there were this bunch of crazy people, thinking that they could change the world at that time. And yes they did... medicine changes from mythology, religious, superstitious, till now, believed by almost everybody. Hitler, he wasn't that big someone when he was young... but he got the idea... words are powerful, and thus, with words, he drove Germany towards glory, and wrote down one of the most bloody history of world...

we are afraid of changes... because changes mean new things, new environment, new people, new situation, and new fear, new unknowns to get acquainted with... but i do believe in human being, that when we are pushed, we will, look for the new ideas, new things to try, and, live better with them. and evolution thus occurs, revolution thus progresses...

'...we usually know what we are doing, and when we don't, we still act like we do... we walk boldly into undiscovered country, plant a flag and start ordering people around...'

Meredith Grey said that, in Grey's Anatomy, referring to how bold and daring the surgeons are, and should be...

In fact, at some points, i think all human kind should be like that... we sometimes are too scared to try something new, too coward to step up to the stinking customs, too settled to change again, and too kind, sometimes, to offend others by telling what we like, what we don't like...

And thus, she said further...

'...we like to think we're fearless...
eager to explore unknown land, soak up new experiences...
but the fact is, we are always terrified...
maybe the terror is a part of the attraction,
some people go to the horror movies, we cut things open...'

Explore the world while we still can, do the things that we wanted to do, as long as it's right, and don't just think about it...
feel the uncertainties we have been avoiding, run to the unknown we thought we would never land a foot on...
think of, exploring them in a good way,
and i think, we might have just discovered a better place,
an unseen wonderland, another miracle of life...

~peace~~

~MistAke uNdon3~

'...people are terrible, to the people they love sometimes..
they are mean,
even both were going through a really hard time,
you took it out on one another,
it doesn't fun,
but it is what people do...
it doesn't make you the worst person in the world,
it just make you, a person who...
just make a mistake'

this was said by Izzie in Grey's Anatomy...

we all make mistake, extensively, slightly; small ones, big ones...
some mistakes enough to kill a person, some mistakes enough to hurt a person till he decided not to live. Doctor's mistake kills a person, mistakes in words hurt a person. But it happens all the time... No one is saint, no one can ever escape the faith of hurting another one, in a good way, or in a bad way..

and i think the most important thing here is that, although we hurt someone, it doesn't always mean that we are terrible... we are just doing the wrong thing at the wrong time.. and, the only way to make things right, is to correct what we had done...to apologize, to forgive, to love again, to embrace the others... there's no such thing as, too late, and, never be too hesitated to do anything to make it right again.)

be the one to love, not to hate;
to forgive, not to blame;
to say, 'i love you',
even when the other did something very bad to you...
for a mistake made, it's only a point in life...
but love... it's forever...

~w0rDs~~

"... horrible things do happen...
happiness in the face of all horrible things, that's not the goal...
feeling the horrible, and knowing,
that you're not gonna die from those feeling,
that's the point...'

these are some words that i heard from 'Grey's Anatomy'. They touched me so much...
Horrible things do happen, and all the while, i think, as a human being, most of us will try to avoid it, or excape from it, or turn ourselves against it.. thinking that, everything will be fine soon, it's not that bad...

feel it, learn from it; feel the fall, and stand up again...
that's what we should do...
let the feeling cut u in.... and cry it out, loud...
and then rise from within, knowing that, you have moved on...
you survived...
that, is what i think, how we should learn, and, to know, that we are still alive...

i once told one of my close friends, the horrible feeling u are having now,
it won't go away, nor will u forget about it...
time will wash it away, cool it down...
but deep down, it will always be there...
so why not embrace it... say it out... and then let it go...
one day, you might actually feel that, it's actually nothing...
because you have moved on...

"...bones break, organs burst, flesh tears...
we can seal the flesh, repair the damage, ease the pain...
but when life breaks down, when we break down,
there's no sign, no hard and fast rules...
we just have to feel all the way through..."