Friday 5 December 2008

~the aries baby~

well, i ran over this site, and felt that, what ever i had just read is sooooo real..haha... so i decided to share with y'all. if u happened to be an aries baby ( a guy of course), then here's to share with u), for aries ladies, u can view here. i know, it's very long~~~ but , i dun care.haha.) thanks CJ for this))).


An Aries man is full of surprises and excitement and hates monotony and dullness in life. Romance with him will be like a roller coaster ride, where you don't get even a single moment to think and brood. However, it's better not to expect him to understand that you need some security every now and then. Consistency is something that does not gel well with his characteristics profile. The love of an Aries male will warm you with passion one minute and the very next minute, you may feel as if you are sitting in the North Pole.

Don't ever be rude to him, he will be very hurt and will turn into the coldest person on this earth. You will have to start from the scratch again, to get back the comfort level you once shared. He is highly energetic and always full of creative ideas. You will have to keep up with his energy levels and are bound to get tired in the process, atleast mentally. An Aries guy will always remain young at heart, even when he gets 90 years old. Slow moves make him impatient. He is one of those who always move ahead of others, boldly and confidently.

He is generous in the matters of time and money, is full of compassion and always tries to cheer the people around him. However, just like a baby, he can get very irritated, inconsiderate and difficult when his needs are not met or get delayed for too long. Negativity annoys him. When an Aries male falls in love, he becomes extremely dedicated towards it. If the commitment fails to develop into a successful relationship, he will try his best to salvage it and make it work again. Still, if it breaks up, he will brood over it for sometime.

Then, the sun will again shine for him and he will fall in love again, with the same fierce devotion and loyalty. An Aries man believes in true love and will constantly be in search of it, though it may require mending his heart numerous times in the process. He will be very passionate in love and you will never get the chance to complain about the lack of romance. Right from poetry to candlelight dinners, you will be treated to anything and everything. He is not the one to hold back anything, especially in love.

It is advisable that you don't hold back your emotions too. An Aries guy is very expressive and will expect the same from you. Remember to show that you love him and care for him. You must also learn to behave like the heroine in novels and storybooks. When in love, he is very faithful and way too honest and idealistic to fool you. He was not born to indulge in things like promiscuity or even harmless flirtations. However, if you are not able to cope up with his constant need for enthusiasm and romance, he may try to look somewhere else.

An Aries man will never start another affair behind your back. He is one of those who first end old relationships and then move on to the next one. Even before something like this happens, he will let you know that things are not going as smooth as they were. He will try to make things work. Still, if situation doesn't improve or you do not do anything to improve it, he will decide to move on. The key to lasting love is always in your hands. Keep the romance alive and he will never even look at the hottest babe in the block.

If you are trying to get an Aries male interested in you, play hard to get. He loves challenges and will soon be running after you. Don't make the first move or you will lose him forever. He likes to lead in case of love also. However, do not try the jealousy invoking tricks shown in the movies. Forget actual flirting, even a teasing look at another man will make him go thousand miles away from you. He is extremely possessive and exceedingly jealous. An Aries man will want to be your first consideration and cannot tolerate being sidelined for anyone else. He wants you to trust him blindly, but he won't do the same for you.

He wants his freedom and doesn't like being tied down. That's the way he is, take it or leave it. However, you know it's impossible to leave him. He is so loyal, caring, loving, kind and affectionate. There are some Aries men who appear very quiet, but inside, they are as lively and full of life as any other male of this zodiac. Just give them some time and they will soon be their usual Aries self. Aries man is rebellious at heart and loves to go against the conventions. He needs to learn virtues like humility and modesty.

The learning process may hurt him and then, he will rush to you to be reassured. Remember to build his bruised ego once again or he will be very hurt. If you want to be with him forever, learn to manage his damaged confidence and show total belief in him. Never ever take the side of someone who is against him, even when he is wrong. You have to love what he loves and hate what he hates. For an Aries man, this is what true love and devotion means. He will give all this to you and expect the same in return.

If he is angry with you, there is no reason to worry for any damage to your relationship. It is his passivity you need to be afraid of. His anger may result in some very harsh and rude words, but it won't last long. He will usually be the first one to say sorry after a fight and will expect you to forgive and forget. You should know that he never meant what he said in anger. An Aries man will always be there for you, to take care of you. However, he will never curb your freedom. He always dominates the house and won't tolerate constant nagging. But then, he is that guy who will romance with you even on your 75th anniversary!

Saturday 15 November 2008

~LetTiNg gO~


she thought she would cry... feeling the pain in her heart, and the crushing heart, burning into ash... she thought she would die for that decision she would make... a decision that will change her life, so much, that she might not even recognize herself, for loosing what she had been living for...

but, somehow... she felt nothing... frankly... she felt relieved... freed...

it's been 3 years, 8 months and 5 days.they were together since her first birthday in this town. she met him in the bar, he overlooking her, like a beautiful princess among all other girls. he loved her. she could tell, from his deep blue eyes.

and she loved him too...

1 year later, she decided to give them a try. she said yes, and thus, they journey began...
at first, it was full of surprises. flowers, phone calls...

she decided to move in with him...

lovely sweet small house made for 2, she cleaned it everyday, bringing joy to the cozy little home sweet home, welcoming her apple of the eye with warm tasty meals... he was so happy he met her, he thought he would never love again... she was so happy she met him, she never knew she could feel the sensation so magical like that...

another year passed by. the passion cooled down... he turned himself away... on work, on friends... she was left alone at home... most of the time... she remembered her third birthday, forgotten, disappointing, and sad... it was in mid december... but somehow, the winter never felt as cold as that year...

responsibility... she thought it should be like that. he still told her, i love you, very much... she still felt the heat in him, in her...

somehow, the magic is fading away...

he started to take things for granted... she started to start crying... not even home sick will make her felt that bad... she thought, it's because she loved him so much, so she can cry...

5 more months... she moved out... even when she's feeling sad, she didn't cry for him anymore. even when he told her, i love you, all she can do was, smile, meaowing to him as he called her his little kitten, but feeling so heavy, and guilty for not being able to feel the passion, the urge of saying the magic words to him anymore...

phone calls was so much lesser, no more replying of sms... at first, she missed him... staying together for such long time made her felt, was she making a stupid mistake...
two month later... she started to get used to not missing him... the idea made her felt terrible, and scared... they still met each other constantly, but somehow, she had the feeling of avoiding him...
three months later... she was tired... it's becoming more like a burden to her, torturing her... even thought she had him, but never had she felt more lonely...

he missed their meeting again... suddenly she realised, she's not going to hang on to it anymore... frigthened, but more relieved than sad, more of feeling free than guilty.

she gave him back his guitar, the coat he left with her when he was over at her place, the cigarette pack and his favourite book...

a song from childhood, suddenly she remembered. 'tomorrow, even if i will be alone, i will be smiling... even if no one will remember my name...'

saturday, snowing... she knew, she will be alone... but somehow, she felt glad...


Monday 10 November 2008

~fAirpLaY~~



she was the innocent someone...
like eva, touching the forbidden apple...
so curious...
like an underage, entering the night club...
like the virgin, excited over the first touch on the lips...

he was the ultimate player...
having fun in manipulating people around...
swinging his wooden stick, like a pro...
sniffing over the smokey air,
for the sense of new victim...
scanning through the crowd, with his dark eyes,
for the innocent face...

miss innocent, meet mr. cunning,
mr cunning, meet your next prey...

and so, a game began...
with flirting, touching...
lust, greed, dark and evil...
young and sweet, beauty and beast...
everything started to mix around... fell apart...

she's coming in... he spread his widest smile...
hooked eye brows... protruded teeth...
like vampire leering over the scent of fresh blood...
he couldn't wait longer...
pezaaahhh... the real face exposed itself...

she screamed... she yelled...
she ran... she fell...
she stopped... she shouted for help...
noone's around... noone could help...

so she turned around...
swung her hands, like she'd never survive anything...
and one hard kick... one big slap...
another one slam down...

don't fxxk with me, you jerk...
and turned, she walked away...

maybe she's not really that innocent after all...
inspired by 'Night of the Dancing Flame'
dance choreographed by Wade Robson, so you think you can dance season 3

Sunday 9 November 2008

~uNtitLed~~



moving, tickling...
hitting the notes, bam...bam... bam...

head bouncing with the music...
like the base drum...
hit, hit, hit...
body language, too complicated...
one glide, one jerk, one corky twitch...

sunglasses in the night club...
sweaters under the hot weather...
winter cap in mid summer...
spiking colored gloves, silver colored make up...

like little kids, jumping up and down...
like professional dancers, turn and turn around...
like couples, seducing each others...
like enemies, hitting and counteracting one another...
like old friends, shoulder to shoulder...
like forbidden love, secretive and evil...

twitch and turn, jerk and move...
fast and slow... flow and stop...
classical music with pop rock melody...
piano twinkling with DJ's spinning remix...

mixed up... let the imagination flow~~~
inspired by, 'let the drummer kick'
dance, choreographed by Mia Michael, so you think you can dance season 3


Monday 3 November 2008

~bLesSeD~


in the beautiful garden...
she was wondering....
not remembering how she got there....

suddenly she saw...
a shadow... an illusion...
impossible...
yet, she wanted to believe it...

father...

he looked so healthy... and, young...
she missed him...
she thought she would cry...
all she felt was joy...

she ran towards him...
felt like the little girl again...
his little girl...
jumping, playing tricks...
like they used to be...

he'd always protected her...
just when she was going to fall,
he would grab her... held her in his hug...
warm hug...

don't go... she whispered...
picking up all the flowers...
red, blue, yellow, white...
she gave them to him...
please, stay with me...

he gave her a smile...
and the white lily...
like her name.. pure, sincere...
you have my bless...
i'll be watching you...
and no matter what happens,
just remember...
you will always be my little girl,
and i will always be there for u...

startled...
she opened her eyes...
the pillow was soaked...
and she saw,
at the window side...
a white lily..

i love you too...dad...
inspired by 'Time'
dance, choreographed by Mia Michael, so you think you can dance season 3
a dance choreographed in the memory of her dad~


~cHari0t~


they walked a long way...
long hard path, twisted up and down...
finally, the end is close...

smile spread on their faces...
one glance at each other, they ran towards the glory...
like victory after a long tough war...
like caged bird finally set free...
like warm sunshine after cold dark winter...

tears of joy...
embracement of happiness...
life's too short... but they survived...
too excited to say anything,
they just hugged...
patting each other,
dancing in circles...

it's not the end, they knew...
it's the beginning of a new journey...
still, they celebrated, for overcoming this obstacle together...

wait...he said...
he felt the sunlight, touching gently on his face...
eyes closed... he enjoyed the warmth...
peace... one moment of true calmness before the next run...
before they move on...

and life just keeps on running...
inspired by 'Then you look at me'
dance, choreographed by Mia Michael, so you think you can dance season 3


~gHosT BriD3~


a wedding day, without bless...
the bridegroom, stood alone...
no bride...

she knew, she's long gone...
but she couldn't just leave him alone...
she loved him... so much...

the way he kissed her...
the way he touched her...
the way he portrayed his love...
the way he played with his emotion...

they rejected him...
they said, she's too good to be with him....
they claimed, she deserved better one...
but who were they to say, who is good, or who is not good enough?

he loved her... he felt her...
he made her smile again when she felt blue...
he whispered to her, happy words...
he brought the ups and downs into her life...
until the last moment...

she would kneel herself down...
just to be with him...
she would do anything...
to know him better...

destiny tore them apart...
but she'd be waiting,
guarding him by his side...
blessing him with her might...
and one day, when they will meet again,
she will, eventually,
be
his bride...
inspired by 'Beautiful'
dance, choreographed by Mia Michael, so you think you can dance season 4