~heLp~

he sat alone, beside the coffee table...
the dull old light bulb...
emitting glowy yellowish rays...

breeze, through the crack window...
lightbulb swaying...
shadows moving in the small room...
like a small prison, with nothing,
but a broken chair, and an old table...

one sip... coffee getting cold...
he didn't realize that...
too much going on in his mind...
like a big jumble of entangled threads...
got caught in a bush with thousands of small branches...

unsolvable...
he's too tired... nothing seemed to work at all...
work, friends, finance, love...
he wished he could just sleep...
but everytime when he lied down,
all things he was thinking about would ambush him...
like a flock of bees, attacking an innocent kid...
and coffee, working its best way,
to make him enjoy the suffer of insomnia...

no friends to talk to,
no family to complain to,
no nothing to depend on,
no way to release his weariness...
he started to take pills...
one... two... three...
finally, he got asleep...

the song from the radio playing...
'... calm down.... deep breaths...
everything will be fine... everything.......'

he never woke up...

3 blocks away, 10th floor...
another stressed man...
trying to figure his way out in his life...

inspired by 'Details in the Fabric'
sang by Jason Mraz, album 'we sing, we dance, we steal things'