~w0rDs~~

"... horrible things do happen...
happiness in the face of all horrible things, that's not the goal...
feeling the horrible, and knowing,
that you're not gonna die from those feeling,
that's the point...'

these are some words that i heard from 'Grey's Anatomy'. They touched me so much...
Horrible things do happen, and all the while, i think, as a human being, most of us will try to avoid it, or excape from it, or turn ourselves against it.. thinking that, everything will be fine soon, it's not that bad...

feel it, learn from it; feel the fall, and stand up again...
that's what we should do...
let the feeling cut u in.... and cry it out, loud...
and then rise from within, knowing that, you have moved on...
you survived...
that, is what i think, how we should learn, and, to know, that we are still alive...

i once told one of my close friends, the horrible feeling u are having now,
it won't go away, nor will u forget about it...
time will wash it away, cool it down...
but deep down, it will always be there...
so why not embrace it... say it out... and then let it go...
one day, you might actually feel that, it's actually nothing...
because you have moved on...

"...bones break, organs burst, flesh tears...
we can seal the flesh, repair the damage, ease the pain...
but when life breaks down, when we break down,
there's no sign, no hard and fast rules...
we just have to feel all the way through..."